university life is hard. there's so much to do, but such a lack of motivation to do absolutely anything. it has become impossible to function with my current lifestyle, friends and relationships.

it's time to start fresh.

i don't want to be second best, or last in line. i want to be number one. i refuse to be yesterday's mistake, lastnight's regret or tomorrow's fool. i want to be today's reality. i don't care what you think of me, or what you say about me behind my back. i'm above that now. i'm above your self-righteousness.

don't tell me what to say, how i should act or what i should or shouldn't have done. stay out of my personal business. when i say 'dont ask,' i don't mean pester me about it. i'm not one to use girlish manipulative tactics in order to get what i want.

take me at face value, please.

say what you want, do what you want, but don't you dare ask me why we never hang out anymore. you know as well as i do that it is because of your narrow-minded thoughts and new friends that we never see each other and you never see me smile.

get over yourself, and get over your friends.
i did.